Saturday, March 12, 2011
A Fist Full of Caterpillars.
How come the whole cocoon/butterfly thing does not work on human beings. I mean I have tried wrapping my children in saran wrap and putting them in the closet in the dark for a few hours hoping some incredible transformation might take place. It didn't.
Someone told me that was cause changing appearance is easier than changing behaviours and thoughts AND maybe I needed more time. But that is not true either. Being a butterfly is a state of mind not just a change of outfit.
Besides I spent years and years believing men were exciting and meeting my prince charming was going to change everything ... I incubated that for years, I cocooned it and held it tight and now that I am older .. not only am I NOT a butterfly .. people call that period of my life .. being stupid.